MEMORABLE DAY............8:10AM- 8:55AM, 27TH AUGUST, 2011

Many thoughts that passed by within 35 mins ...........


All questions seem to be pointless. The moment I was trying to understand that these questions in my mind are pointless, even the answerless question of life will not remain. Then there is a mystery-no questions, no answers. Then there is tremendous mystery.Life is a mystery too.



Misunderstood many things in life .....assuming innocence is ignorance completely forgot rather knowledge is...

However thanks is too small word to convey smallest & biggest honest efforts that brings so much of difference in anyone's life. Loss of words to say more..........

LIE...............

This building smelled so familiar

Well I had thought the sense was lost

And in a day dream I imagined my house

Where all my father's sense of strength was lost

It's all we haveIt's all we have

So find me a place to beginIf I could get this feeling to end

Trembling idle hands holding me there

We laugh in the face of love

Cause nobody's really there

Nobody's real

Desire, I would try it either way

We believe in something invisible

The sense of smell that you use all your life

Well now you know your father liedIt's all we have

So find me a place to beginIf I could get this feeling to end

With trembling idle hands holding me there

We laugh in the face of love

Cause nobody's really there

Nobody's real

And I could never find my way without

But you're already there

And we, we've come a long long way without

Without maps in our hands

It's all we haveSo find me a place to begin

If I could get this feeling to end

Trembling idle hands holding me there

We laugh in the face of love

Cause nobody's really there

Nobody's real

MEMORIES.....................

First Love...

First Job...

First Rose...

First Care...

First Job...

First Salary...

First Date...

First Heartbreak...

Silent mode mobile...

Bus stand comedy...

Escape from Seminars....

Last period cuts...

Birthday bumps...

Birthday card...

Last minute preparations...

Overnite study 4 next day exam....

Internal marks problem....

Bunk a class for a film...

Eager wait 4 FEB 14...

FORGIVE.....

One rainy afternoon I was driving along with a friend of mine on one of the main streets of town, taking those extra precautions necessary when the roads are wet and slick.Suddenly, my friend’s son Chotu spoke up from his relaxed position in the front seat: “Dad, I’m thinking of something.”

This announcement usually meant he had been pondering some fact for a while, and was now ready to expound all that his seven-year-old mind had discovered. We were eager to hear.“What are you thinking?” We asked.“The rain,” he began, “is like sin, and the windshield wipers are like God wiping our sins away.”

After the chill bumps raced up my arms, I was able to respond.“That’s really good, Chotu.”

Then my curiosity broke in. How far would the little boy take this revelation?So I asked, “Do you notice how the rain keeps on coming? What does that tell you?”Chotu, didn’t hesitate one moment with his answer: “We keep on sinning, and God just keeps on forgiving us.”

I will always remember this whenever I turn my wipers on.

Be Inspired… Be Yourself

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared, he sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole.

Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could and it could go no farther.
Then the man decided to help the butterfly, so he took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings.

The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time.

Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It was never able to fly.

What the man in his kindness and haste did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were God's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life. If God allowed us to go through our life without any obstacles it would cripple us. We would not be as strong as what we could have been. And we could never fly.

FROZEN IN A WRONG DECISION

One of my favorite sayings is "you always have options." Yet in challenging times people are often so frozen by fear from making a wrong decision that they don't make a rite decision at all and life passes them by. Think of how many events in life are complicated or missed completely because of the roadblock of being afraid to fail by making a rite decision and then making that decision work…

· Marriages that didn't work because of a wrong decision
· Promotions that never occurred because of the fear of asking for it
· Scholarships left on a table somewhere because someone was afraid to fill out the paperwork
· Trips to exotic places that were always talked about but never taken because no one sat down to schedule it
· Relationships that failed because someone didn't decide to work on issues and quietly let things 'slip, slide away'
· Forgiveness that was never granted because someone never got past the fear of saying that they were sorry

When I think about all these intances , I realized I have left behind the best and some beautiful moments & people, however……

Go Numb and Do Nothing-This level is where an individual is so paralyzed by fear that they can't take action and may experience major signs or symptoms of distress. When someone feels numb inside, they often describe their life as being in a 'fog' and often crash in the process

Passive Pleasing-This level is about pleasing others in a very non-assertive way. The people pleaser personality is passively trying to avoid a conflict, yet often their quietness of not dealing with issues is covering up an emotional explosion that can erupt at any time. This person looks quiet and pleasant on the outside, yet often is irritated and frustrated on the inside.


Mediocrity in the Middle of the Road-When people are trying to be politically correct, they often will just sit in the middle of the road on an issue. Are they conservative or liberal? Do they see things as white or black? You never know because this person refuses to take a stand - often because they either don't care about the situation to have an opinion about it, or are afraid to say it. The risk of sitting in the middle of the road is that you will eventually be run over by a more direct personality who knows where they are going.

Life is changing fast.........Wishes are not horses else I could be driving each of them ...

SPIRITUALLY INCORRECT

SPIRITUALLY INCORRECT

When Friedrich Nietzsche declared “GOD IS DEAD”
F**K became the most important word in English language

GOD is at one extreme & when one extreme disappears from the mental vision, then the necessary & inneviatable is the other extreme. And that’s what happened instead of GOD, today F**K has become the most important word in English language.

F**K, the magical word, by its sound it can describe pain, pleasure, hate & love.

F**K falls in many grammatical categories,

• VERB-John fucked Mary
• TRANSIST VERB- Mary was fucked by John
• NOUN- Mary is a fine fuck
• OBJECT-Mary is fucking beautiful

As you see, not many words have versatility like the word F**K, besides the sexual meaning-

• INGORANCE-F**k, if I know

• TROUBLE-I guess, I’m F**Ked now

• FRAUD-I got F**Ked at the used car lounge

• AGRUEMENT-F**k You

• DISPLEASURE-What’s the F**K going on here

• DIFFICULTY-I can’t understand the F**King job

• IMCOMPETANCE-He is a F**K off

• SUSPICION-What the F**K are you doing?

• ENJOYMENT-I had a F**King goodtime

• REQUEST-Get the F**K out here

• HOSTILITY-I’m going to, F**King head off here\

• GREETING-How the F**K are you?

• EMPATHY-Who gives a F**K

• INNOVATION-Get a bigger F**King Hammer

• SURPRISE-F**k! You scared the shit out of me

• ANXIETY-Today is really F**Ked